Gawd.

College is tiresome.

Fortunately, I've survived first sem. Wohoo~
Such little joy. ahahaha..

Right now, I feel like I'm getting old each day.
Our new sched for 2nd sem is more hectic than before...
plus we always have exams like EVERYDAY.
I'm supposed to be studying but I feel like giving off my stressful energy through making this journal entry...

sigh. On the bright side, Christmas is drawing closer!!!
Woot~ presents! ahahaha...

Gawd...
It's already May...
and it's COLLEGE LIFE for me in June...
Sigh...


Didn't do much this summer.
Although I've been busy with a website for ISIS.

It's kinda empty for now. but here's the site address if you want to check it out.
[link]

**i just want to write something...letting my thoughts out...**

February is coming and seriously, that month is one of the most hectic months in my school life. So many requirements to pass like Term Paper w/ oral defense. Not to mention that we also need to have an oral defense for our Investigtory Science Project...ISP has an oral defense?? chyea...something NEW for us...haha...at least our Talumpati was cancelled (i think...I would DIE if our Filipino teacher wouldn't allow it to be cancelled...NOSEBLEED jud!! lol)

But February is not only about school requirements. There are also a lot activities piled up for us Seniors!!

1.) BGE (Boy-Girl Encounter...i'm in an exclusive school for girls) - Over the past 25 years of my school, P.E. uniform is the outfit for the BGE. But this time, girls need to wear a dress and boys wear ...i'm not sure...tuxedo??? ok..not that excited on this one though. i don't want to BUY a dress just for the BOYS...(i only have pants and skirts which are above the knee!!!)

2.) Educational tour to Bohol - YEA!!! The most awaited trip for a high school student!!! I've been anticipating in joining this activity since my freshman days!!!

3.) Peace Camp - sleepover with the juniors in school. Usually, my parents don't allow me to have an sleepover even with close friends or cousins. XD

4.)Family Day - gosh...my LAST family day as a high school student...

5.) etc...hahaha...

March is all about taking the last Periodical test (this is the very last test as a HS student!!!). A Retreat for us Seniors. There's also our graduation practices (haha...its going to be one last tiresome month...)

sigh~ Back to the present. It's the last week of January...2 more months and high school is going to be over...

I'm going to enter college soon. I wonder what it would be like...the atmosphere, new kinds of people, NEW TEACHERS (college teachers...gosh...*shivers*) and etc....

Whatever happens...come what may...bring it on college...i'm ready!!! hahaha...
*wakes up from the dream* ....ok...not yet ready actually...lol

Usually I'm....
Busy with school. So many assignments. So many quizzes. NCAE on Aug. 28, 2007. Buwan ng Wika Culminating Activity (need to do a Sinulog dance, gawd). More projects coming in. Critique/Evalutation Paper and Term Paper in Economics. Investigatory Science Project in Physics. Talumpati in Filipino (i am so not good at speaking tagalog!). Intramurals Practices. Ateneo Entrance Exam (coming soon, don't know the date).

On my free time I...
Draw some doodles. YM. Play eTrickster Online. Sleep. Eat. Play eTrickster Online *again. Play Badminton. Going for a swim (as in staying in the bathroom for 1 hr. haha.) Going out with my friends.
Surfing around the internet.

Bored. I'm just bored. period. haha.

Waaa! June's coming in a month then I'm going to be in in 4th year!! Then one more year then I'll be in college!

Time's going too fast! T^T

The more I think about being a 4th year HS student the more I think about how am I going to be in the future...

I ask myself, would I be successful? Can I fulfill all my goals? Would I stumble upon my problems? Is this what I really want to become? And as time passes by, it's like more questions are popping out of my mind. And the only answer that I can only think of now is: "I don't know"...

I'm surprisingly excited and at the same time scared. I don't know what's going to happen. I don't know how I am going to cope with all the changes. I don't know. I don't know...

But it has been already decided. It'll be my turn to go into the REAL world. A world world full of problems, choices and surprises... A world where I have to grow up, live, and move on, whatever it takes. And hopefully, I might find the answers to all my questions. ^^